Vampire scream...

mhhhh i was bored, so i drew this well took a picture and modified it.
now im in salcombe with my ganparents.
life has been sort of strange lately. i have been thinking alittle too hard and too much about everything.
i really love my family even though they are all terribly terribly flawed.
my dad had an argument with my uncle and they were both drunk and it was so so funny because they were arguing over what they thought whent through the mind of a 14 year old girl when she puts on a minni skirt and a top that is more air than material.
it ended badly with my uncle refusing to listen to my father and father storming of claiming that my uncle was full of shit.
which to be fair he was.
but thats besides the real point...the real point being that i was the only person to come out of that argument at an advantage because i was the connection between all of the grownups.
the power was really cool, becuase my granny was apologising to me and saying i was very adult to have delt with my dad, my dad was happy with me because i was on his side, my uncle was happy with me because i helped him clear up after everyone else had left and my auntie came up to me to say sorry and that all men were assholes.
so everyone hated each other and loved me kukuku!
power trip!
6 days to go...

Hair, Nana and gay films at church

yup you guessed it, just a few things i forgot to put in ´blec´
1. the shampoo my mother suplied me with in germany felt like pooring paint stripper onto my head, it made may hair so brittle and disgusting and static that i was really quiet horified! so today i borrowed some of katies shampoo, i got what i thought was a shampoo and a conditioner, after much searching and squinting at bottle names. only to find that infact they were both shampoos! but at least my hair seems to have recovered from the vicious treatment it recived from that dispicable hotel shit!
2. its amazing here even in such a small town such as gottingan maybe just the size of gloucester if anything smaller and there are two manga stores!!! how amazing is that and they have all the main names like naruto XDD and one point and modle and loads more (all unfortunatly in german though) but the gem on the cake or whatever...jewel encrusted icing. was that they had Nana editions one to eight!!! how cool is that!
and finaly
3. i whent to katies sort of youth groupie thing at church, and we watched a film... it was reall really good though all in german but i could understand it well enough.
so it started relativly normaly, it actualy had an amazing credit sequance at the begining with this really good english song. so it progressed you know two 20yr old guys in a rowing team really really good friends theres a scene where they are play figthing and as you do one of them ends up stradaling ontop of the other and then it sort of hit me...could this possibly be a film anout homosexuality!!! anyway so you have the useual tension of the guy ontop staying there too long and then (oh dear lord the germans are wandering around the house naked again XP) anyway yeah so suddenly it cut to the next scene and omg! its a shot of the guys lying side by side on their gym room floor you can only see from just above their knees to theire feet and what should be around their feet but their boxers and then it switches so you can see from just above their crotches to their heads and then you realise that they are both masterbating quiet vigerously side by side!!!!!! and this is in the first ten minutes!!! so anyway the story goes on the gay one of the pair has a crush on the straight one that old chestnut but i mean GOD! these germans dont shy away from the sex scenes! okay full on sex scene between two gay guys no anal sex just lots of fevered kissing and handjobs blow jobs rubbing and generaly getting all over each other and another one between the straight one and his girl friend outside in a storm. and i was sat there trying my very hardest not to burst out laughing and just grining inainly thinking what jess would be doing beside me. thinking guiltily ´is any one else here really turned on by this´
anyway that is all...
man that gay sex scene was HOT! and really really sweet as well XDD i will tell you all about it another time maybe.
Tüse xxx

blec

a title in the true fashion of marfit!
well i have just one thing to rant about now.
the level of artistic skill present on drunk duck.
i have spent going on four hours on that website and i ahve yet to find some really really amazing art i mean yeah okay there have been some good ones but nothing outstanding and the ones that are
okay have only a couple of pages!!! why is this i want to know!!!
also i have been aproached by a scary man on bingbox who looks like he would murder his mother or has already, so in replie to his request to have a chat i said: okay random scary man how are you in the hope that he would not be answering.
also its very wierd but as i am in germany all the tabbs on this website are in german :S not good and the computer seems to be spazing...
eh eh eh.
i miss you all and cant wait to get back home thoguh i have had a great time here in sausage a-go-go land.
toodles.

you've had a bad day

shit day just shit beyond all belife shit shit.....shit!!!!!!!!
fucking wanking cock shit bollocks cunt cunt cuntcuntCUNTCUNTCUNT!!!!!!!!!
i got home and waited for my mum to go out and then i just sat in my garden in the rain and cryed.
then i rang my dad and cryed some more. and now i, i dont know what i am going to do. i dont think i will be crying that much though anymore.
my head hurts.