French Romance

please dont knick this
eddyfencing@hotmail
the email to my edwwarrd.
i will never use it, yet cherish it...how sad is that.
its wierd. i mean its not even like he gave it to me. i got it off the girl who his friend likes. gahh i still likes him.
i might be getting a piccy of him soon *drool* la la la
(.fr)

on the life side of things... i am frustrated
imensly so very very much
and angry and annoyed
and and grrrrrrr

a Greedy Girls Wish List

a collection of material things that would make this pige a very happy one:

blink 182 albums:
flyswatter
buddah
cheshire cat
dude ranch
enema of the state
take off your pants and jacket

and ryan :D xDDD
hmmm havent quite managed to get ryan as yet damm it...
more things comic wise:
soul fire 0-5
qwan 2 and 3
naruto 2, 5 and 6
princess AI 1
tarrot cafe 3
i think thats it


hat is all in the world right now but i shall be adding to it.
its nice to get it all written down :D

Needing

i feel very strange, like nothing is worth it.
its not worrieing, its just an emptyness.
i dont want to do anything, i dont want to watch t.v i dont want to not watch t.v i dont want to draw i dont want to listen to music i dont want to have silence
i want to do something but, i dont know what to do.
still sat half watching the t.v and half talking to people.
gah i hate this.
i feel like i need something exiting to happen, something new.
i need a male influence on my life, i need a balance.
i need something dammit!

Words

hmm not a particualy interesting day today.
quiet and i missed my jess, lunch was cool i tryed to write about how i felt the first time i met Todd, but it didnt work and i couldnt do it justise.
clarinet was fun, i have mixed feelings about it one minute i want to give it up and start singing lessons and the next i really get into it and enjoy it.
its like my hockey club, i think i may enjoy it more if i wasnt fourced into doing it.
i know that sounds alittle dramatic but i feel its just wasted on me because im not exelent at it and i could spend my time doing something i wanted? im not sure....
not much else to say listening to Fall Out Boy which reminds me
Hannah F was having a right go at my taste in music and guys in tech and i actualy got quiet offended i know its kinda pathetic but i am sort of proud of my music and it pisses me off when people just say 'oh that band they suck' or 'hes just a whiny git'
and ive forgotten my german books which means i have some work to catch up on tomorrow *sigh* i hate german so much.
in my room now waiting for parents to come back so i can start posting stuff onto my gallery (which i am really proud of by the by)
its nice having to think about the drawing in my comments because i know them so well, they have come full-circul and just become drawing again.

sincerely
Tarrigan

How far can they push me?

A worthy sentence you saucy boy - I will toast it with a "skaal".