My one hundreth post. what a delightful occation.
parents arguing again, what a suprise!!! (oh ooooh what a suprise, what a suprise (sorry Distillers, i've been listening to them loads lately) *yawn* i whent into my parents bedroom and there was a load of blood on the bedsheets, not muuch but quiet abit. one big splat and a few around it. i doubt it was period blood, because mums not on, and it was on the underside of the duvet which means mum's period would have had to defie gravity and bleed upward.
tidied up my arts draw, it was great ^^ i found your picture Livvie, the one you did for Jess's art competition in year 8 or 9. the one of the lady floating, one glove, with an arrow through her heart, a crow flying behind her and flaming orange hair. You gave it to me because i wouldnt let you rip it up, i can remember seeing it and thinking 'shit' and marveling at how brave you were to draw her with thick thighs and pubic hair. i also found, do you remember 'The Gauntlet'... when we tried to have a competition to see who could copy the others style the best. i found my first study sheet it was great, i so would have won that ^^i also made a stencil of the words 'We are Mushrooms' and cut them out. then set up my air brush, only to find that i had lost the nozel... which ment that i couldnt spraypaint. so i whent downstairs to rifle through some cupboards, and found some black hairyspary, which worked fine XD it turned out great and looks soooo cool! but i may have to re-think my signature, as i think its too detailed to look good sprayed.
bored sort of, happy that i've tidied my room, worried that im not doing homework enough. watching House. yey!
oh wouldnt it be pretentious to sign off ScribbleBoy again...
oh joy ^^ you know you want to.
ScribbleBoy xxx
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Monday, February 26, 2007
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Images from Austria.
a wonderful picture to start the post on ^^
this is a illistration from a book titled 'Where do I come from?'
nuff said, its a fucking funny book! ask and i shall send you the photos i took of the text!
again, shop window near our hotel, i adore the cat mask in this and also the lighting (oh i am so artistic it hurts)
this ios from the same shop as the windchimes (see below (it pisses me off that the image you load on appears above the last one, its so illogical) anyway yes i liked the colours here too, perhapes something Lime can aprociate, her being the seemstress.
this was in a display case in a shoe shop, i really love the face. but the lady at the desk gave me the dirtiest look when i took the photos, that i left pretty sharpish!
this was a really cool shop, really packed with stuff, smelling of chocolate and spices, there were hundreds of wind chimes in the center of the shop all cascading in their unique ways with glinting coloured beads and shining metals. it sort of reminds me of Willy Wonka's mixing room.
and lastly this was a shop were they sold the most amazing clothes! corsets and long leather skirts and hats and footwear and just the most beautiful things, but the lady wouldnt let me take photos of the inside, which made me sad.Sunday, February 25, 2007
Hi I'm Paula.
watched some of my House today. it really suprised me, at the end of the episode he gets a prostitue i dont know i just found it really interesting i mean just how brave they were to introduce that side of him. she comes to the door (looking sweetly attractive) and says hi im paula and sort of trys to start up some small talk, and then he just says 'i am looking for a distraction, you dont have to talk for that' and then she goes inside and the episode ends.
Nile Gaiman's 'Smoke and Mirrors' is very very good i shall reveal my favourites at a later date, its very cool because he sort of has a small explanation and background for each story. (its an anthology of some of his short stories) tomorrow i am going to buy another of his books, i am getting back into reading.
and yes i am back form austria. mother and father are fighting some more and mother is using me as a way to defie my father. if i do something like wear my gloves around the house or put my music on on the kitchen cd player and dad tells me to take them off or turn it off, mum will tell me to keep them/it on. its sad and pathetic. both of them have admitted to me now (mother was sort of in denial about it) that seperation is highly likely, it should be shocking i mean the cracks are starting to show so very obviously. my dad has given up on it, he has decided that there is nothing he can do i understand what he is feeling (obviously not spersificaly) but i know whats going through his mind, because i have the same attitude some times.
im glad to be back i guess, it was a shock getting back home, i dont know the holiday just disapeared once i got through that door?
i have decided to buy some spray paints, draw up and make some stensils and get into grafiti (is it a double f or double t?) i got the sort of insperation from a video i was sent, its amazing! (though its always been an idea i have loved.)
i'll get the link and put it at the bottom. yes so anyway, i told my father about it and he completly blew his top, i thought he might aprove, but nope i was wrong he started having a go at me about how it was illigal and everything and how it was vandalism and how all 'taggers' should be machine gunned. its not tagging, i agree with him about taggers. anyway, it wont amount to anything, nothing i ever do does but its a nice thought. i am also playing with the idea of designing some snow boards, though i dont snow board myself, some of the ones i saw in austria were amazing and i got some great ideas. i also took some beautiful pictures on holiday, so i shall put them up soon too.
i bought some muchroom earings, which is cool because i never buy earings and they are mushrooms.
i dont know whats going on or how i feel really, i dont want this day to end mainly because i dont want tomorrow to begin.
oh well i dont know.
i guess i'll just do what i want.
Nile Gaiman's 'Smoke and Mirrors' is very very good i shall reveal my favourites at a later date, its very cool because he sort of has a small explanation and background for each story. (its an anthology of some of his short stories) tomorrow i am going to buy another of his books, i am getting back into reading.
and yes i am back form austria. mother and father are fighting some more and mother is using me as a way to defie my father. if i do something like wear my gloves around the house or put my music on on the kitchen cd player and dad tells me to take them off or turn it off, mum will tell me to keep them/it on. its sad and pathetic. both of them have admitted to me now (mother was sort of in denial about it) that seperation is highly likely, it should be shocking i mean the cracks are starting to show so very obviously. my dad has given up on it, he has decided that there is nothing he can do i understand what he is feeling (obviously not spersificaly) but i know whats going through his mind, because i have the same attitude some times.
im glad to be back i guess, it was a shock getting back home, i dont know the holiday just disapeared once i got through that door?
i have decided to buy some spray paints, draw up and make some stensils and get into grafiti (is it a double f or double t?) i got the sort of insperation from a video i was sent, its amazing! (though its always been an idea i have loved.)
i'll get the link and put it at the bottom. yes so anyway, i told my father about it and he completly blew his top, i thought he might aprove, but nope i was wrong he started having a go at me about how it was illigal and everything and how it was vandalism and how all 'taggers' should be machine gunned. its not tagging, i agree with him about taggers. anyway, it wont amount to anything, nothing i ever do does but its a nice thought. i am also playing with the idea of designing some snow boards, though i dont snow board myself, some of the ones i saw in austria were amazing and i got some great ideas. i also took some beautiful pictures on holiday, so i shall put them up soon too.
i bought some muchroom earings, which is cool because i never buy earings and they are mushrooms.
i dont know whats going on or how i feel really, i dont want this day to end mainly because i dont want tomorrow to begin.
oh well i dont know.
i guess i'll just do what i want.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Monday, February 19, 2007
Hallo aus Austria.
hey everyone... Michelle, Livvie and Jess ehhe.
things are kinda okay here in sausage a gogo land, though there is a distinct lack of sausage.
the journey was cool, and i found myself wishing it would never end im sure you know the feeling.
the peole we are travaling with are nice enough, though all abit below my age range, picture: little kids running EVERYWERE! screaming and egging eachother on uhg not good. i have not talked to my sister for three days so i guess there is a good side to every thing. i spent today skiing with the English´s which was amazing, Sam and Will (14 and 11) are complete maniacs on the slopes! i really went fast.
lots of injuries sustained by various people.
running out of time now notes for later:
cheemo
buz
morons
parents
things are kinda okay here in sausage a gogo land, though there is a distinct lack of sausage.
the journey was cool, and i found myself wishing it would never end im sure you know the feeling.
the peole we are travaling with are nice enough, though all abit below my age range, picture: little kids running EVERYWERE! screaming and egging eachother on uhg not good. i have not talked to my sister for three days so i guess there is a good side to every thing. i spent today skiing with the English´s which was amazing, Sam and Will (14 and 11) are complete maniacs on the slopes! i really went fast.
lots of injuries sustained by various people.
running out of time now notes for later:
cheemo
buz
morons
parents
Friday, February 16, 2007
Nice Hair.
ha ha ha found an amazing comic!
it has, all the gods together, well three, it has Neil Godman, Tim Burton and Danny Elfman (such a cool name) and then the lead from the Cure 'fat bob' and the lead from the Sisters of Mercy, Andy.
the archive sucks so its best just to go to the URL and type in 1 were you have the number for the comic and it works fine.
the art is funny and totaly suited to the type of comic it is!
link provided below:
http://www.yinepu.net/nicehair1.html
there i have started you with number one. because i didnt think you had the mental capasity to do it for yourselves :P
talked to Farrel today (also a cool name) must have been our first decent conversation (size wise) 'twas pretty cool, i like him he's cute. he'll be at Hannah's birthday party so i can see him again then, i think the theme is going to be 'H' so you have to go in something begining with H. i shall be counting the hoes (how unorigional). me, i am going as the Hatta, the mad Hatta, should be good, with top hat and waist coat. ^^
Lucy Sargent is going to be in my Ski resort, that should be cool aswell.
i like her when she is on her own and not in a 'look-at-how-plastic-i-can-be' mood.
HOLY SHIT the art GCSE paper is AMAZING! omgomgomg! they have a choice on Greek myths and legends, SO MANY IDEAS! Secret History, Neil Godman! (oh Michelle and my little bit of rebelness, in Wortikas, they have little signs that indicate authors, there was obviously on for the Godman and i scribbled out Gai and wrote God underneeth it, teehee)
but uhg i know i will never be able to do the subject justice! i also want to include some nudes in it, that would cause some ruckus, lets see miss swastika display THAT on open evening ^^.
oh well what i thought was going to be a small entry has turned out to be a long'un. Father is rediculously stressed and therefore IMPOSSIBLY IRITABLE! i asked what time our flight left (our flight to Austria for we are going skiing) and he accused me of having a hidden agenda, saying thats what its always like with me, i always have a secret plan in my mind to make everything about me. paraniod old coot!
Connor is annoying me, he got drunk and stared talking dirty which was not something i wanted. and i had an argument with Scott because my existance bothered him which threw me totaly of kilter (still not sure if thats even the right expression) and Todd aswell, he told me that i was at current being very annoying. which made me very sad, for a lenghty period of time and then i got over it i guess as one does with these sorts of things. washed my hair as it looked awful after being in heavy rain (oh my god that reminds me, i had pumpkin soup for lunch today and it was delicious, it could have done withsome salt though, and the lady was SO nice! i hope she is happy forever! just as Del said, when she met the girl who said she was pretty and she made it so that she would always be happy, no matter what, oh who could come up with something like that, who could pull it off so wonderfully. anyway i digress. she said it was so nice to see young people buying things like this, informed me that i could have as much bread as i wanted and gave me a 50p discount ^^)
so to end that story my hair is all fluffy now.
i can see myself in the skylight. you know what else i can see in the skylight? a lolly pop, but not just any lolly pop, nope! you know the lolly pops that the lolly pop ladies have to guide little kiddies across the road.... it is that kind of lolly pop ^^ teehee, it makes me smile everytime i see it! it shall love it forever (picture coming soon) i stole it from mum's work, well no she knew i'd nicked it but hey!
okay bed for me. long and probably stressful day tomorrow. father will no doubt be down all of our necks all day.
a parcle is on its to you my Smog, full to the brim of veritable goodies and such like.
the erogloo is a bitch, i hope she dies a horrible horrible death.
let me know what you think of the comic!
Toodles xxx
it has, all the gods together, well three, it has Neil Godman, Tim Burton and Danny Elfman (such a cool name) and then the lead from the Cure 'fat bob' and the lead from the Sisters of Mercy, Andy.
the archive sucks so its best just to go to the URL and type in 1 were you have the number for the comic and it works fine.
the art is funny and totaly suited to the type of comic it is!
link provided below:
http://www.yinepu.net/nicehair1.html
there i have started you with number one. because i didnt think you had the mental capasity to do it for yourselves :P
talked to Farrel today (also a cool name) must have been our first decent conversation (size wise) 'twas pretty cool, i like him he's cute. he'll be at Hannah's birthday party so i can see him again then, i think the theme is going to be 'H' so you have to go in something begining with H. i shall be counting the hoes (how unorigional). me, i am going as the Hatta, the mad Hatta, should be good, with top hat and waist coat. ^^
Lucy Sargent is going to be in my Ski resort, that should be cool aswell.
i like her when she is on her own and not in a 'look-at-how-plastic-i-can-be' mood.
HOLY SHIT the art GCSE paper is AMAZING! omgomgomg! they have a choice on Greek myths and legends, SO MANY IDEAS! Secret History, Neil Godman! (oh Michelle and my little bit of rebelness, in Wortikas, they have little signs that indicate authors, there was obviously on for the Godman and i scribbled out Gai and wrote God underneeth it, teehee)
but uhg i know i will never be able to do the subject justice! i also want to include some nudes in it, that would cause some ruckus, lets see miss swastika display THAT on open evening ^^.
oh well what i thought was going to be a small entry has turned out to be a long'un. Father is rediculously stressed and therefore IMPOSSIBLY IRITABLE! i asked what time our flight left (our flight to Austria for we are going skiing) and he accused me of having a hidden agenda, saying thats what its always like with me, i always have a secret plan in my mind to make everything about me. paraniod old coot!
Connor is annoying me, he got drunk and stared talking dirty which was not something i wanted. and i had an argument with Scott because my existance bothered him which threw me totaly of kilter (still not sure if thats even the right expression) and Todd aswell, he told me that i was at current being very annoying. which made me very sad, for a lenghty period of time and then i got over it i guess as one does with these sorts of things. washed my hair as it looked awful after being in heavy rain (oh my god that reminds me, i had pumpkin soup for lunch today and it was delicious, it could have done withsome salt though, and the lady was SO nice! i hope she is happy forever! just as Del said, when she met the girl who said she was pretty and she made it so that she would always be happy, no matter what, oh who could come up with something like that, who could pull it off so wonderfully. anyway i digress. she said it was so nice to see young people buying things like this, informed me that i could have as much bread as i wanted and gave me a 50p discount ^^)
so to end that story my hair is all fluffy now.
i can see myself in the skylight. you know what else i can see in the skylight? a lolly pop, but not just any lolly pop, nope! you know the lolly pops that the lolly pop ladies have to guide little kiddies across the road.... it is that kind of lolly pop ^^ teehee, it makes me smile everytime i see it! it shall love it forever (picture coming soon) i stole it from mum's work, well no she knew i'd nicked it but hey!
okay bed for me. long and probably stressful day tomorrow. father will no doubt be down all of our necks all day.
a parcle is on its to you my Smog, full to the brim of veritable goodies and such like.
the erogloo is a bitch, i hope she dies a horrible horrible death.
let me know what you think of the comic!
Toodles xxx
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Roulette.
I have a problem that I can not explain I have no reason why it should've been so plain I have no questions but I sure have excuse I lack the reason why I should be so confused I know, how I feel when I'm around you I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you Around You... Left a message, but it ain't a bit of use I have some pictures but what might be the deuce Today you saw, you saw me, you explained playing the show when running down the plane I know, how I feel when I'm around you I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you I, I know, how I feel when I'm around you I, don't know, how I feel when I'm around you Around you... I, I know, how I feel when I'm around you I, don't know, how I feel when I'm around you I, I know, how I feel when I'm around you I, don't know, how I feel when I'm around you... Around you... Around you... Around you... Around you..
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Peanutbutter and Jam Toasties!
oh, an amazing finnish to a bad day!
we all sat down and watched 'the day after tomorrow' dad and i saw it and both yelled it out at the same time, so i got to stay up and we all just ripped the shit out of the film because to be honest it is appauling! and then mum wanted a peanutbutter and jam toastie ^^ so dad and i rushed out in the break and made her one and we both had crumpets with peanutbutter and jam and it was just so cool ^^.
i love it when my family get like that, its amazing. i wish it could be like that all the time.
we all sat down and watched 'the day after tomorrow' dad and i saw it and both yelled it out at the same time, so i got to stay up and we all just ripped the shit out of the film because to be honest it is appauling! and then mum wanted a peanutbutter and jam toastie ^^ so dad and i rushed out in the break and made her one and we both had crumpets with peanutbutter and jam and it was just so cool ^^.
i love it when my family get like that, its amazing. i wish it could be like that all the time.
Sunday, Februrary 11th, 2007.
im sort of feeling languidly angry at everything today, nothing is going well. im feeling kinda stupid aswell. all of my clothes look disgusting on me, the t-shirt that i made was a disaster and an eyesore, im bored i have done nothing all weekend. stir crazy, both of my babysitting jobs got cancled because of the snow, so i have no money again, Inverloch is getting boring and its a comic that i have been following for ages. Earth song is going so slowly and i cant seem to be able to draw anything, Michelle you have killed my muse, i cant draw you! i dont ever want to spend a whole weekend home again, its horrible, its so boring. Leonard Choen will make it better, he always does i love him. my hair is getting too long to spike up, i cant be bothered to put my contacts in. i dont know whats happaning im just so BORED. my phone keeps pretending its going to give me a text, it will interupt my music with that horrific bleeping and then nothing. we are going to the pub later, boring, boring boring boring! im going to go try and do some drawing on my tablete. maybe that'll work out. i doubt it. no infact im not going to. god i hate this. House? when will you be on again.
oh yes nice new big telly, its huge something like 22" now you see that means nothing to me, but there you go. basicly its big. and we also have digital now, i got to watch scrubs woohoo! and i watched Princess Mononoke on it, well half of it because my dad sent me to bed ¬_¬ so i just whent upstairs and watched uhm never mind the buzzcocks (bit boring) mock the week (really really funny) room 101 (strange and okay sort of) have i got news for you (very boring, i mean useualy i love HIGNFY but it just wasnt funny this time) and then i whent to bed.
i showed nanny (sorry i have just been interupted, dad has a friend from work over (Marline) she seems okay, and he is showing her round the house, which includes my room >.< get out plebs) yes i showed nanny Janet all of my art on the computer it was cool because we got to chat for ages, and well both parents were out and hannah was playing on the computer and William was watching a movie so she was sort of kicking around, then i made hannah get off her ass and we all watched tv together because there was nothing else to do. Television these days it utter bollocks, day time tv *shudder*.
Leonard Choen still reminds me of Todd, which is kinda nice. and i mean i have tartan shoes, so i guess life isnt all that bad. just waiting for a good mood. i suppose it doesnt matter what reality is, as long as you belive something, its fine, i mean you could belive that everyone likes you, and aslong as you dont know that they dont, then your fine, right? because what you dont know cant hurt you.
and its true.
yoyu just have to stop yourself from finding out that they dont, doublethink ^^
oh yes nice new big telly, its huge something like 22" now you see that means nothing to me, but there you go. basicly its big. and we also have digital now, i got to watch scrubs woohoo! and i watched Princess Mononoke on it, well half of it because my dad sent me to bed ¬_¬ so i just whent upstairs and watched uhm never mind the buzzcocks (bit boring) mock the week (really really funny) room 101 (strange and okay sort of) have i got news for you (very boring, i mean useualy i love HIGNFY but it just wasnt funny this time) and then i whent to bed.
i showed nanny (sorry i have just been interupted, dad has a friend from work over (Marline) she seems okay, and he is showing her round the house, which includes my room >.< get out plebs) yes i showed nanny Janet all of my art on the computer it was cool because we got to chat for ages, and well both parents were out and hannah was playing on the computer and William was watching a movie so she was sort of kicking around, then i made hannah get off her ass and we all watched tv together because there was nothing else to do. Television these days it utter bollocks, day time tv *shudder*.
Leonard Choen still reminds me of Todd, which is kinda nice. and i mean i have tartan shoes, so i guess life isnt all that bad. just waiting for a good mood. i suppose it doesnt matter what reality is, as long as you belive something, its fine, i mean you could belive that everyone likes you, and aslong as you dont know that they dont, then your fine, right? because what you dont know cant hurt you.
and its true.
yoyu just have to stop yourself from finding out that they dont, doublethink ^^
Friday, February 09, 2007
Hero
words can not describe how amazing this film is.the image does it NO justice.
it is beautiful, it is beauty.
A Napoleon Dynamite Day.
i have come to the conclution that i have been deluding myself on a few facts of life. its disapointing as those little facts had become vital for my hapiness. it cant be helped though i suppose. my grandparents are here, so dad is in a family mood unfortunatly for the rest of the family. it was funny, my dad called me and before i even got downstairs i KNEW my grandma was here because i could smell her perfume its a wonderful smell.
my arm hurts.
it snowed a fucking foot in our garden its amazing tomorrow shall give birth to many a snow man and it occours that this is the first saturday i have spent with my family in ages and i am scared.
my arm hurts.
it snowed a fucking foot in our garden its amazing tomorrow shall give birth to many a snow man and it occours that this is the first saturday i have spent with my family in ages and i am scared.
Monday, February 05, 2007
Delightful Delirium.
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am dizzy from crying, i cant get enough air into my lungs because of my blocked nose and soar throat, i start to choke and i wonder how novel it would be to die like this, to die from crying. literaly drowning in your own tears (poetic license used a tad) snot is running out of my nose unchecked and a ditached part of me is silently proud at the size of my tears fat and salty dribeling and rolling down my nose and cheeks. and delights in the fact that my head feels as if it is about to exlode, but not in the way of nice clean white shards of boney skull and glistening red blood and brains, oh no. it will explode and out shall oose black and brown and dirty green shit, sludge and rotten bone and it shall stink of foul thoughts and bottled up anger. and this means i am really crying. hiding behind smileys on msn again crying my fucking eyes out, i hate the fact that you cant get ANY fucking form of emotion over msn, its all synthasised, it gives you bounderies with smileys, it says, this is the smile for when you are happy and this is the smile for when you are sad. but there isnt for one, one for how you really feel. fuck msn.
i dont know why i bothered to hide this, you are all clever enough to work out that something was written here?
that will be all.
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am dizzy from crying, i cant get enough air into my lungs because of my blocked nose and soar throat, i start to choke and i wonder how novel it would be to die like this, to die from crying. literaly drowning in your own tears (poetic license used a tad) snot is running out of my nose unchecked and a ditached part of me is silently proud at the size of my tears fat and salty dribeling and rolling down my nose and cheeks. and delights in the fact that my head feels as if it is about to exlode, but not in the way of nice clean white shards of boney skull and glistening red blood and brains, oh no. it will explode and out shall oose black and brown and dirty green shit, sludge and rotten bone and it shall stink of foul thoughts and bottled up anger. and this means i am really crying. hiding behind smileys on msn again crying my fucking eyes out, i hate the fact that you cant get ANY fucking form of emotion over msn, its all synthasised, it gives you bounderies with smileys, it says, this is the smile for when you are happy and this is the smile for when you are sad. but there isnt for one, one for how you really feel. fuck msn.
i dont know why i bothered to hide this, you are all clever enough to work out that something was written here?
that will be all.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
<3
my father does rock, and i do love him.
sent him an email of Dream and myself, he sent a comment back:
Mel, That's very good. A great likeness. Now who's the boy your with? I don't approve. When did you meet last. You're grounded. :-p Love you.
^^<3 Dad
sent him an email of Dream and myself, he sent a comment back:
Mel, That's very good. A great likeness. Now who's the boy your with? I don't approve. When did you meet last. You're grounded. :-p Love you.
^^<3 Dad
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