im sort of feeling languidly angry at everything today, nothing is going well. im feeling kinda stupid aswell. all of my clothes look disgusting on me, the t-shirt that i made was a disaster and an eyesore, im bored i have done nothing all weekend. stir crazy, both of my babysitting jobs got cancled because of the snow, so i have no money again, Inverloch is getting boring and its a comic that i have been following for ages. Earth song is going so slowly and i cant seem to be able to draw anything, Michelle you have killed my muse, i cant draw you! i dont ever want to spend a whole weekend home again, its horrible, its so boring. Leonard Choen will make it better, he always does i love him. my hair is getting too long to spike up, i cant be bothered to put my contacts in. i dont know whats happaning im just so BORED. my phone keeps pretending its going to give me a text, it will interupt my music with that horrific bleeping and then nothing. we are going to the pub later, boring, boring boring boring! im going to go try and do some drawing on my tablete. maybe that'll work out. i doubt it. no infact im not going to. god i hate this. House? when will you be on again.
oh yes nice new big telly, its huge something like 22" now you see that means nothing to me, but there you go. basicly its big. and we also have digital now, i got to watch scrubs woohoo! and i watched Princess Mononoke on it, well half of it because my dad sent me to bed ¬_¬ so i just whent upstairs and watched uhm never mind the buzzcocks (bit boring) mock the week (really really funny) room 101 (strange and okay sort of) have i got news for you (very boring, i mean useualy i love HIGNFY but it just wasnt funny this time) and then i whent to bed.
i showed nanny (sorry i have just been interupted, dad has a friend from work over (Marline) she seems okay, and he is showing her round the house, which includes my room >.< get out plebs) yes i showed nanny Janet all of my art on the computer it was cool because we got to chat for ages, and well both parents were out and hannah was playing on the computer and William was watching a movie so she was sort of kicking around, then i made hannah get off her ass and we all watched tv together because there was nothing else to do. Television these days it utter bollocks, day time tv *shudder*.
Leonard Choen still reminds me of Todd, which is kinda nice. and i mean i have tartan shoes, so i guess life isnt all that bad. just waiting for a good mood. i suppose it doesnt matter what reality is, as long as you belive something, its fine, i mean you could belive that everyone likes you, and aslong as you dont know that they dont, then your fine, right? because what you dont know cant hurt you.
and its true.
yoyu just have to stop yourself from finding out that they dont, doublethink ^^
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