Delightful Delirium.

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am dizzy from crying, i cant get enough air into my lungs because of my blocked nose and soar throat, i start to choke and i wonder how novel it would be to die like this, to die from crying. literaly drowning in your own tears (poetic license used a tad) snot is running out of my nose unchecked and a ditached part of me is silently proud at the size of my tears fat and salty dribeling and rolling down my nose and cheeks. and delights in the fact that my head feels as if it is about to exlode, but not in the way of nice clean white shards of boney skull and glistening red blood and brains, oh no. it will explode and out shall oose black and brown and dirty green shit, sludge and rotten bone and it shall stink of foul thoughts and bottled up anger. and this means i am really crying. hiding behind smileys on msn again crying my fucking eyes out, i hate the fact that you cant get ANY fucking form of emotion over msn, its all synthasised, it gives you bounderies with smileys, it says, this is the smile for when you are happy and this is the smile for when you are sad. but there isnt for one, one for how you really feel. fuck msn.
i dont know why i bothered to hide this, you are all clever enough to work out that something was written here?
that will be all.