experiment

want to do this:

however not sure whether i will, it might be hard without photoshop.
fuck i need photoshop so badly!

http://liliy.deviantart.com/journal/15131661/

i want to blog more, but it's always really really late when my thoughts come.
*sighs* I'm afraid to write in my diary because the last entry was a four page detailed account of all the things i loved about Kit.
I can't believe i was so scared of Kit being at Claire's party i started crying at Steve about it.
that may also have had something to do with blood alcohol levels

More things that I want.

today was shit, actually the last couple of days in relation to my mental state have been appalling.

Things that i want:
Fight With Tools - Flobots
How it Ends - Devotchka or DeVotchKa depending
any album by Apocalyptica
to stop feeling ill and to have my english course work over with!
Benny and Joon
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas - Hunter s Thompson