Wednesday, May 24, 2006

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i feel so empty, well not empty just void of emotion...
im not happy put it that way, i think the only thing thats getting me through this is the thought of art.
my art pice, i have been working on it non stop for a few days (well as non stop as i could) and i think thats been the only time when i have been content i dont know what im going to do once i have finnished it but i will overcome that hurdle when i have to, apart from when im playing playstation, i love the way i can just do nothing for hours on end with that thing and not have to think about anything else exept getting this little person through pointless level after pointless level.
im due my period, i hate this time, everyone i know comes on in the same period of time and it is...chaos. well i over exagurate but its not the happiest week of my month put it that way.
im going to sleep on my sofa tonight, i cant stand the idea of my bed.
i havent done my ICT or english or physics.
ah fuck that i'll be okay.
i need some music to listen to! i am listening to eminem right now, but its just not doing it for me, i dont feel like wheatus...i'll find something, even if its i dont know. hey lenoard choen sounds good?
mhhhhh i just dont want to wake up tomorrow.
and i am not looking forward to the holidays :( or even after the holidays oh god i dont know.
i need money!

1 comment:

Marfit said...

Meh. At least your period is but a week. Mine last a very long time. I've had a month long period, followed by another for three weeks, so that was a seven week period. They leave you soooooo drained, huh? I hate them. Evil bastard body.

On music, I've got quite into a band called Moist recently, not to mention the Magic Bullet Band, who supported KS when I saw them. They're pretty cool.