hicky from Kinicky? no Jess.

sat now watching life of brian with brother dear (biggus dickcus)i actualy fell asleep today in my clothes and i woke up with that damp sweaty feeling that comes from sleeping in said garments. not very nice i assure you.
the last couple of days have been really buisy which is cool, because it means i have a social life. Hannah Robins's party was interesting.
i fourced myself to get drunk, just to improve what was looking to be a dismal and depressing evening. lots of people smoking which suprised me, even polly! and alex which made me sad. jess roberts, sarah and brogan got scarily drunk, even before i got there. which was, disturbing. i never thought they would be that sort of person? to get that drunk so quickly.
ive never been drunk before and i dont really like it at all. i have one vivid memory of the night.
I am sat on a low sofa and finding it, very very hard to stand up and then findin it very hard to straighten my back and walk. the colours are very bright and the ceiling has replaced the wall infront of me confusin to say the least.
im sort of guilty. and slightly ashamed of myself. i am also a hypocrite.
i thought that becky would abandone me to go chasing after boys, but it ended up the other way round, well no i was hardly chasing them but i found Farrell and just talked to him for the rest of the night, ignoring becky.
at the time i really couldnt care.
when it was she who so desperatly wanted to 'get off with someone' ugh that expression makes me sick, its just gross!
Farrell was really nice, he has dusty blonde hair and a round face. slightly like a vision of bunny. i actualy thought he was another person when i began talking to him but again too drunk to be embarresed, and come on who could get a better ice breaker than that. eh heh.
it was his first house party too, and his first time drunk, so we stuck together (by mouth by the end of the night)yeyness.
so anyway, i think i may have stolen his kiss virginity which is slightly amusing, my mum said that he'd remember me now for the rest of his life as thats what you do with your first kiss? ha ha ha oops.
oh well. the rest of the party was nice i chatted to Farrell for ages, and then fell asleep on him. i kept waking up in a panic thinking that i would be late walking back to meet mum at the barrier. and then falling back to sleep (on him yey) then when the time came to actualy walk i remembered that i didnt know the way and no one was willing to go with me! i got really annoyed with them all actually untill Farrell said 'hey give me a second and i'll get my stuff and walk you' so we walked hand in hand in the fucking freezing cold up a huge hill at midnight. it was great!

then the next day was Beckies party i for saw it (because it was a group of people who i am (apart from a few) just aquaintances with) as an event were i would by the end of the night be sat in the corner on my own, bored out of my mind. but it wasnt which is a relife yey!
and oh yes, we managed to fit both jess and I into her sleeping bag together. and the next day i fucking with up with not one but TWO! hickies, which jess's MOTHER pointed out to me! yup great. >.<
oh well uhm theres not much else to say. im sort of looking forward to christmas in a strange way.
fathers behaviour is confusing. one second happy next second angry, oh well who knows.
i love the film 'Down with Love' (and V fo Vendetta) its just so funny, slightly moulin rogue esque and Ewan Mcgreggor lovelovelove he is so nice.

zomfg, ive just been texted by jesus AGAIN! getting ever so slightly creepy (but i love it :P) and the worst thing is i dont have any credit to i dont want to be evil and not text him :(
he keeps texting me (even if i dont reply) with updates on his life, like hes just gone to an iron maiden gig or just had a science test :S he's fourteen, i mean jess and harry is fine because harry acts so much older, i honestly thought he was sixteen. but jesus does not act so mature, and he uses text language. dear lord so does Farrell. i cant stand it it makes people 'sound' so stupid!
as my brother would say 'filthy dislecsics'
how is that for a post, congrats to you if youve bothered reading all the way down here!