Will and Santa...

hmmmm, i had an amazing day today i think.
got up had a shower, washed hair, got dressed, thought id lost my MP3 player >.< almost died, talk about heart attack! anyway i found it situated within the glove compartment (thank GOD). then off in the car with mother. Dad was off to counceling... mum had told him to. he hasnt talked to me about it, he is ignoring me. which is slightly scary as if he is angry with me, he will shout. but now he just blanked me the whole drive home. oh well im too happy to care ^^
so yes got into gloucester and i imidiatly headed (naturaly) to Wortikas, were i spent a happy 2 hours reading Niel Gaiman's Eternals.
its good but not, okay its just not Sandman.
but i havent finnished it yet, so i look forward to it. then 11:00 came about and it was time to take the bus to see William. i dont know how i felt about it, i knew that i was nervous because i started dictating to myself thoughts in the third person, like i was in a story. i do that way too much for it to be healthy. but yeah, i dont know, i like being with him (after about half an hour) but the warming up, and the before initial contact i want to be anywhere BUT where i am about to go.
so i meet him at the beers and we go for the traditional subway ^^ and then to JJ's were he wants to buy a T-Shirt, but has forgotten all of his money, so no T-Shirt.
(hmm i think i was going to say something more, but i forgot)
ANYWAY i digress.
oh yeah thats what it was.
i feel, really horrible when im around Will because i dont know, i really like him and everything but i feel like his fucking mother sometimes. and, his consumption of sugar, its not, okay, its something instilled in me by my father but you just dont eat raw sugar, ever, its just not something you do.
yes so in my controling dominatrix motherly way, i persuaded him to take me home already^^
oh my god, his house is beautiful, and his neighbourhood! oh its just wonderful. in a really twisted dirty industrial way, there is an allyway you have to walk down with walls so high it really is mezmerising, and a little arch at the end of it like a gateway. and the alleway enterance is framed by tall tall houses, grey and grubby dirty faded yellow with rusted pipes twisting ina nd out of them, its how i image Scribble Boy's town would look like.
his house is really grand! victorian in design with lots of big rooms. his livving room is old fashioned, his kitchen is modern, his bedroom is a TIP! he he.
his mum is really nice, but such a controll freak! but i knew that already really, from the way he acts. and she calls him William darling, which is pretty cool if you ask me. she was really nice to me and we had a nice conversation about moving into the country (because of corse i mentioned that i used to live in london :P)
his brother, well his brother is a 14 year old. his sister seems okay, sort of a grownup version of Hannah though...
oh well, it was (in a sadistic way) great watching him interact with his siblings, because they were obviously taking the piss because i was there and he was obviously pissed off with them, ive never seen Will 'mean' so i dont know, i liked it ^^.
we wernt allowed into his room, but his mum went out at three so...
eh heh.
oh god it was wierd and embarasing and amazing and thrilling and horrible.
i didnt really expect to be rolling about on his (unmade ^^) bed minus a top and bra. but there you go, shit happens and it was terrible and embarasing and will probably be happaning again.
ha ha we got to his house at about 12:45, and left at 5:30. yeah, plenty of time.
then he walked me back to the bus in a really wonderful comfortable silence, just holding hands and walking. got on bus (had a really nice bus driver ^^) and sat in the back seat, without shoes and feeling very very shaken, but happy. then this black guy walks on.
hehe.
and i look at him, and im too tired to smile, so it must have looked like i was glearing.
so we paid no attention to each other, untill he put his feet up on the seat opposite and got them covered in wet chewing gum, and they were really nice shoes as well, so he was all like 'oh god disgusting' and obviously i was looking (trying not to laugh) and he says to me 'these buses are so dirty' and what could i do but agree. so he comes and sits next to me and we have a nice chat and he was really sort of 'belive in yourself, dont harbour negative thoughts, you can do anything' sort of corny inspiering shit. but it was cool (though i had a really hard time understanding what he was saying as he mumbled and had quiet a strong acsent) anyway i made it seem that i was some sort of party/clubbing animal, because he assumed that when i said that i was so tired and spaced out, that id been at it all night.
so getting off the bus he was all like 'do you want to come and have a cup of something with me' and i said 'sorry, my dads picking me up and if im late he'll eat me alive' so he asked for my number, and i was like, meh what the hell and he asked when he could ring me and i said after the weekend so... watch this space. he was nice, i hope to god he fogets about me.
so yup there we go, two guys two days and im taken >.<
someone up there has a mean sence of humour!
back home now SO hungry!
FOOD! *insert apropriate noises*