Monday, July 16, 2007

Second Rate.... yeah okay thats just it.

im buzzing, adrenylin is shoooting through my veins in that oh so farmiliar way, imshaking so much its hard for me to type without pressing two keys at the same time or forgetting to putthe spaces inbetween the letters. and im disgusted at myself. youd think id be over it. why arnt i over it?its not like anything special happened between us? do i have a fixation with unfinnished buisness? am i fooling myself to think that i am old enough and experianced enough to claim that he fucked me over good? because he did.
and all because he added me on bebo, what is WRONG with me!?
jesus christ, why, am i feeling like this?
i want him out of my life forever!

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