Happy Days.

its been a cool day i suppose.
ive been thinking an uncomonly amount about Connor which is scary.
saw Lee on the way to school again woot *dances* he will be mine! well no i know he wont be but he he a little unhealthy obsession is good for you everynow and again... not.
bought the Smiths 'Meat is Murder' today at Fopp and listening to it now. started my letter to Smog too.

you know it is so cool! for the last few months every monday i have been going to Wortikas to read untill 5 or 6 after P.E and everyday there is the same man sat on the opposite sofa to me, when we first sat together i sneezed and he said bless you and when i whent i said good bye and since that day we have acknowledged each otheres existance with a hello, nice to see you again. and today (first monday back in wortikas after the holiday) without fail he is there reading, i sit down and he says hello, i smile and then he says, 'oh were you here the monday before christmas?' and i say 'no sorry i only come here after school because we have P.E in town' and he goes 'well thats a shame because i had a christmas card for you' i was so shocked, and also really pleased he is lovely about 30? 35? and we just sit and read on opposite sofas. anyway so that made me feel really happy! and then i got out V for Vendetta, to be honest i find myself prefuring the film, its subtilties (sorry you must excuse me i am writing thankyou letters to my relatives) (right done now were was i?) yes, its subtilties are alot better though i liked the fact that (in the comic) Evey is a prostetute and thats how she is caught by the fingermen at the begining. the structure of the comic is also completely diferent to the film, V blows up parliment first then captures the speaking guy (with the TV's in his shower) but jess will be glad to know that the little girl is still in there, but i am yet to find out if she dies or not, i suspect so. V also has an amazing converstaion with Lady Justice, the statue, how he used to love her but now she has been sleeping with another so he has found another lady. and he does it in the true elequence that is V. the art is borderline annoying. its not bad, just hmmmm. i cant say.
also another thing that amused me today i had a rather interesting conversation:
When My Heart Beat Slows And Life Leaves My Eyes, Don't Raise My Hopes... Just Let Me Die... says:
cable?
Cable says:
your powers of observation never ceas to astound me ryan
Cable says:
yes cable
When My Heart Beat Slows And Life Leaves My Eyes, Don't Raise My Hopes... Just Let Me Die... says:
can i ask why? lol
Cable says:
well, i think you just did.
but yes you may.
When My Heart Beat Slows And Life Leaves My Eyes, Don't Raise My Hopes... Just Let Me Die... says:
nah can't be bothered now... lol
Cable says:
suit yourself, it never stopped you before

he he he had nothing to say to me after that!
ryan: ||
Mel: ||
we are at a draw, not that i am sad enough that i keep count....bastard.
but, i am ashamed to say that my heart was almost breaking out of my chest when he said hello, and some how i knew he would, he makes my blood boil. but hmm, thats what i always used to say when i wanted an excuse to talk to Todd or himself, after we'd fallen out.... hate hate hate!