Vauge Feeling of Loss.

I'm dreading this funeral i don't want to go, i want to hide away somewhere dark and small and relatively warm. i think I'm actually petrified.

on another note, I'm really really proud of this picture, and now i come to think of it, he and Livvie are the only people I've drawn seriously (apart from Jess's eye).
I miss him a lot right now and wish very much for a hug. it's a strangely vague feeling of loss.