get me out of here! i am begging you please...
this is my own personal hell, i do not fear death anymore for surely i have been there and returned just to see the world slip on by without me.
i have just had my 9 yr old cousin ( mental age of a hyperactive three year old) walk in on me changing, well no not even changing i was naked.
nanny janet is on the war path and grandad tom is in a mood.
fucking joy! now we are off to the armoury.
I HAVE NO INTEREST IN GUNS! I HAVE NO INTREST IN WAR I DO NOT WANT TO GO!
leave me the fuck alone.
i have course work i know i am not going to do and i have had no physical contact with any person my age or even near to it for going on six days!
i am going to kill myslef i swear!
i am now hiding up in my 'bedroom' listening to the constant up roar and banging and screaming unfolding down below, hannah (7 yrs old) and lucy (8) have fallen out and now proceed to scream at each other and yell and cry.
i have no clean clothes! my pjamas stink and i have no means of washing them least i spend a night in the nudy which i am not prepeared to do as i have frequant invasions by george, william, hannah and lucy and the door doesnt even fucking shut! let alone have a lock! i have to shove a coat under it just to stop it swinging open!
the only up side, i brought 4 manga books yesturday.
the only down side they are all crap.
now i cant find my bra, its probaly been stolen.
is this not one of the circuls Dantie described!
i jaust want to go home get a hug from jess, a chat with michelle, a laugh from livvie (no alitteration intened) and a kiss from ryan.
nope not possible im stuck here for four more days....
i am now going to find a nice corner and O.D
or maybe i can find a nice sharp object?
up side:
all thistime on my own has given me, well time to listen to Ben Folds and actualy concentrate on the lyrics.
he is now my only anchor to the world i have fal;len i love with the following sonds:
Julianne ( met this girl, she looked like Axl RoseGot drunk and took her home and we slept in our clothes) how amazing is that i love those lyrics
Boxing oh its just such a sad song
Kate i aprichiate the irony of this song, i mean the song is about wanting to be a girl called Kate and well *cough* i wouldnt mind...
and Cigerette its just such a beautiful song
okay well thats me done im off to the armoury.....yey.....
The Happiest Goth in the World.
Lime
Jessy
Smog
Fellow Thinkers
- Tarrigan
- Hhhmmm, i dont know what to say, ha and to be honest no one does really do they, so i guess im fine. well i am a student at a school for girls which does not make me a lesbian. im also gothicly inclined which does not mean that i drink blood. i read alot of comic books which does not mean that i am an anti-social super nerd. i happen to be a teenager which does not mean that i hate my life and i can p\/\/|\/ j00 47 1347 5p34|< which does not mean that i know anything about dungeons and dragons. so i guess there are alot of things that i am, and also alot of things that i am not. does that make it any clearer for you?
Benfolds brigade
We can be happy.
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